Please explain to me why I lost this item. I looked through any reasons, didn't find any. Should not have lost this item. Very upset. Should have never used this site.

Hello Joe,
Thank you for your question about this item. Visit your Completed tab to see the reason for the miss. This seller has export restrictions that must be approved before you purchase from them.
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